D went golfing for father's day, so it was just Kiara and I. We went to see Kelly and decided to go to the book store. We found ourselves looking at books to "make our selves better people" or "search deep within ourselves to find ourselves"... stuff like that. But it's interesting to note, that I didn't buy a book. I found some books interesting and I wrote some down, but I truly didn't feel that I needed any at the moment. Do you ever have the feeling that when you're with someone you don't have to pretend or put on a show or worry about what you say. I feel that way with her. If I need any self-help, I just hang out with her and I feel better. She has a way about her that makes me feel that even though I need help (haha) it's okay and we have shit-ass fun through it all. I don't need anything in my life when I'm with her and if I shit my pants, she'll make fun of me because it's funny but not cuz I'm stupid. I hope everyone has someone like her in their life and if you don't, I suggest you look long and hard, cuz your life isn't complete without someone like that! I love you Kelly.