Every day that passes, I find out another little tid bit about life that just doesn't seem normal. Should it really that way. It could be possible that I'm not normal and if that's the case..... fucking lock me up now! When a person gains a strong perception about something based on one single situational happening, I believe that could ruin any and/or all future situations or interactions. My mind tends to work too hard to contemplate and try to figure out people around me. I think I need to just let go and not care. After slowly beginning this with a small amount of people, I feel a lot better and it has given me some gratification. I don't think people like to view me as a 'shut in' person, but I kind of like to not share anything.... I'm not willing to tell all anymore! The more I do it, the more I don't give a god damn rat's ass about the people who are "sad and miss me." Fuck you. I don't owe anybody anything. Frankly, this goes for everyone... if you can't roll with me, then stay the fuck down.
Wow, that felt good! ;) The people I do love..... I love you tons, but you better except me for what I am or you'll lose me too!
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